im confused. but confident. but im still confused about how i can be so confident about such a situation that confuses the hell out of me. the situation is [LOVE].
don't you hate the fact that people are telling you go for it go for it.. but yet you seem to know in the back of your mind i should just stop now before this ends up in a heart break.
am i good enough? hmm maybe. no i know that im good enough. but does he know that?
Sat- Uhm woke up @ 7 got ready for my game at 9:00. we played Lp. and lost but i had alot of fun. stupid girl. #4. her last name was spencer. i dont know but it was hilarious. me n Ms. riss are crazyy. alright left there got somethin to eat picked up amanda. came home got ready. went swimin. layed out got burnt. Cody called told me that we should go to the game in Lockport && pretty much embarrassed the hell out of me. hah. so i got off the phone called Ms. laur talked to her she talked to her mom and called back n said she was on her way over. then we just got ready. amanda left with krissy to go to work we finished gettin ready then headed out to Lockport. watched Jt play hung out with cody and dan. me and cody got married. hah. uhm so marissa hit a triple? ha no. cody felt dumb. and i was like hi mr. umpire && he goes hi Ms. fan. Oh you can call me tracy. hah i know im cool. he was my buddy after that. haaa. the game got over. waited for tom && brandon to get done with that dumb talk they have. and then went to toms truck and got laurens sunglasses. got them tom asked us if we were hanging out with them so we said yeaa. we followed them to tom's house. got there then went & got gas. went back there talked and crap in tom's kitchen. and then went downstairs and watched tom && brandon play pool. then watched so comedy guy. haa GPS too bad your slow lauren. i love you though. haa. and then laurens phone. ahh too much fun went upstairs was gonna leave to go to rax but it got really windy. and scaryy. chased tom around tryin to get my stuff back. he pretty much pushed me across he garage. and i was trying to push backk yeaa lemme put my purse down then ill be stronger ha. it didnt make a difference. i think he got me farther. O-well i tryed. Uhm laurens mom called and we hadda leave but she didnt wanna leave when it was nasty out. so we left a little later they went with us. well they followed us. thengot to laurens hung out for like 15 minutes. then ran to lauren car while it was pouring. my hair was straight. ha. not after that. got in Toms truck was on our way home. yeaa Brandon and cody wouldnt leave me alone. so i looked at tom and told him to tell them to stop and he turned the CD player on mute and was like next one who touches her gets a right hook from me. haaa. now what cody and brandon. they didnt touch me after that. heh =] Uhmmm. got to my house and then gave tom a hug bye. and then said bye to the other losers. ha. J/K.. well got home and did some stuff.
texted amanda. she asked if i wanted to spend the night. and go to a movie. went to a movie with her, Bill, & Steve. haa Nacho Libre. thatwas funny. Uhm got to barnes and noble got out of steves jeep then got into bills. yeaa went home and partyied it up in amandas room. went to sleep. got up and left.
went to my game at 2:30. beat Romeoville. came home ate dinner. UHmm yeaa. talked to lauren for like a hour or somethin like that. and then cleaned my room.
&&now im here. its like 2:00 and lauren gets off at 4 then we are hanging out i think. heh i <3 HERRRR. heck yess. i know alla bout that. heh thats our car song. that and What hurts the mosy && sometimes Honky Tonk. ha yeaa we are cool. we know.
alrightt im donee. <33333 | 
